Eternal sin!

I have bathed in eternal sin, I have traveled up one road and back down again, cocaine and midnight dreams, easy money and splendor, none which it seems, no one to guide, no one to receive love, forever walking away from that one above, from sweats to fasts, to afternoon delight, searching again for that whom or might be right, denying myself and endulging my desire, hoping at once to quench my own fire, to stay clean now is a dream a goal I hope to obtain, its only me now first I must maintain. Ramble and rant vent and rage, I'm done with this shit , watch out world I've unlocked my own cage!