Lilly 8/20/09

Lillys first day in world, living healthy. She is 2nd child. Have a boy named Elijah, now a daughter.

An addicts cry for redemption

Today I sit and watch the clouds flow thru the sky, as I'm day 3 clean and sober, I want to get high. I want love I want solitude, I don't want pain I just want to cry. Escape thru self medication, escape thru loss of self and meditation, have and can obtain them both at present anytime I choose, now I fight for life and my own to not lose, for that which belongs not to me, I must live so my childen elijah 6 almost seven, and born tomorrow , daughter lilly will be able to see!

Eternal sin!

I have bathed in eternal sin, I have traveled up one road and back down again, cocaine and midnight dreams, easy money and splendor, none which it seems, no one to guide, no one to receive love, forever walking away from that one above, from sweats to fasts, to afternoon delight, searching again for that whom or might be right, denying myself and endulging my desire, hoping at once to quench my own fire, to stay clean now is a dream a goal I hope to obtain, its only me now first I must maintain. Ramble and rant vent and rage, I'm done with this shit , watch out world I've unlocked my own cage!

Osiris

Today I rise from the ashes, viewed by smirks and ones with two colored sashes, internal unrest, fake friends with glocks and a vest, those who want to fight, my fight for child to envoke my right, somewhere on the path I was hit and lost my sight. Today I read just now while its hot in my town of 11 years now, Denver. A police officer was shot. Has it all changed. I hear the cries looked up two F 15's just soared thru the skies. Still can't stop the voices or the shrieks in the night. Tomorrow my daughter named lilly is born,

A new path to get right!

Befor lillys birth!

I am Aaron born leader, I'm tattooed and worth my weight in gold, I make no compromise for my soul is neither bought or sold, I'm warrior soaked, I intelligent, and always cloaked, I'm not confused , its others who can't see, for I'm bound to all and owned by none, I need no weapons, my hands are registered I carry no gun, I wait for the time, for this land is wasted and done, I hear the laughter of the children in heaven, and that is my fun. I will Change this world for I'm hear to stay, end to beginning and beginning to end. I'm the warrior spirit and I never bend, many bounce and break fallin to the river bed, not confused, disillusioned is disappointed , u weep and feel all pain even in silence. I master the internal battle while calming my violence.

Selah. We are I and I is he, he is us, for now I can see!

Danielle Romero

The most un trustworthy female I have ever met in my life. Will take all your money, try to take over your whole shit and the act like its not enough. Never trust her!

Life

A new baby with a woman whom has shut me out forever now is open. Hoping my new baby is healthy I feel so alone with no one here to help my pain and torture. I'm so scared. So numb. A new chapter in my endless days. Trying to make it out of my drug induced days!